GIVE IT ALL YOU GOT

oncewefadeaway:

I’m going to the Spring Fever concert in April with All Time Low, Pierce the Veil, Mayday Parade, and You Me At Six. Reblog and I’ll write your URL and scatter them at the concert.

fabu-darlin:

Every url that reblog’s will be written in a book and shown to my homophobic dad. 

ammitt:

them niggas in zoey 101 was like 12 workin in sushi restaurants but im 17 and mcdonalds wont call me back why life gotta be so rough

most of us have a scar(s) some where on our body’s from pretty much anything from sports doing stupid thing or even self harm… my scars do not show on my body but on my heart from the stupid decisions I’ve made. i used to do heroine with my buddy…it took him to over dose and die in front of me and then some to stop what i was doing. his birthday just passed he’s 21 now and we always talked about how fucked up we were gonna get. and that we were going to work together to stop doing these drugs. we were gonna wait till his 21st for this…he died at the age of 19. every day i think it was my fault for him passing. i feel that if i just said it was a stupid idea to do this that he would still be here. my scars do not show because i do not allow them to. i hate my scars more than anything in the world. i wish i could hug him again or play guitar till day break on out camping trips. he was one of my best friends that was taken from me in one night. my life has changed so much since then. i don’t have any close friends people are just there. i stopped doing drugs but now i smoke more than ever. i fight with people a lot not because they pissed me off but because I’m pissed at myself. that day i watched him go i felt like i died as well. i would have preferred it if it was me instead i have nothing to offer people here. but Ryan he had potential. he was going to be something great i could just feel it. and it feels like i ruined everything. it doesn’t just feel that way it IS that way. so far I’ve cried myself to sleep every night since that day. I’ve been so pissed at myself i tried to kill myself. numerous amounts of times and its pissing me off that i can’t even do that right. fuck my life. i just want ryan back nothing is the same anymore. some would say it happened for a reason. fuck that. the only reason it happened was because i am the biggest fuck up on this planet. if i was able to even do it right i would take my own life to bring ryan back. god fucking dammit crying again looking at his prayer card wishing it was me instead… i miss you brother and i wish i could do you right by this but i just don’t know how. please help me help my stupid self ryan. you were always there for me no matter what please just one more time help me out of this bind. fuck take my body and put your soul in it. i’ll gladly change places with you. i love you man. happy belated 21st. rest in peace my friend/brother/rydog/whatever else we called each other.

if you read this all the way to hear sorry i just needed to vent a little… but now you know im not that happy go lucky kid most think i am.

i didn’t go to this because i knew its just a thing where the popular kids get recognized and the not so popular kids feel even worse about themselves. i didn’t want an award nor did i think i deserved them. yesterday three people got awards because i didn’t go. yes i’m not gonna lie it would’ve been nice to receive them but seriously im so much happier that others became happier that night :)

No matter what happened between us, or how long its been since we last talked, I still care, I wanna know how you’re doing and feeling. I don’t stalk you but just enough to know you’re okay because you’re still that person I miss and the person who will always be in my heart.

(Source: tumblrsupreme)

Anonymous asked: So did you get back with that girl you were so in love with? Also do you still get free monsters?!

no i didn’t :/ i tried but got nowhere and yesh!! i do and i love it haha